Onna Tachi is a blog shared by Anna and Charlene, two good friends who met on ICQ and have two special things in common: bishonen and the insanely strong periodic urges to jump them. O_o; Aw there now, don't be scared...do read on...! ;D

Anna is a 15 year old girl who lives in Hongkong, loves art to pieces and is currently into several JPOP bands. She loves Umeda-sensei so much it's scary, and knows how to speak and read Korean. *_*
Mail: icebluesilver@hotmail.com
AIM: Clampomaniac
ICQ: 21935468

Charlene is 15 and from Singapore. She aspires to be an otaku and spends too much time with her manga, pc and anime. She loves bands like Radiohead, REM and Foo Fighters.
Mail: jillwentupahill@hotmail.com
AIM: Red Hot Hokuto
ICQ: 88912542
Sites: Shizukesa, Spinel

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Bishoujo Diaries
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Bitter Strawberry
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December 23
Disintegration
Echoes from the Void
Flamboyant
Jo chan
Lexmeister
Long Way Home
On the Edge
Pensieve
Raspberry Swirl
The Pillow Book
Under Thlayli's Thrall
Unfinished Symphony
Velvet Green

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|| Wednesday, October 3, 2001 || 06:13 p.m.
Huk... Hanakimi16 is coming out on the 19th! *grabs futago-chan and twirls around* And be sure that I will get it, air mail or no! I'm so into hanakimi again... my desktop wallpaper is that really pretty one of Sano and Nakatsu from Charlene and Alexa's site READ (GO THERE!)... I must saaaaaay... I looove you guys! Oh, but I think there's something wrong with the naming schemes Charlene-dear... it says something about the Hokuto and Minami family... did you mean that in the surnames? I dunno... but Nanba is Nanba-senpai's surname... and Hokuto is Umeda-sensei's given name... or did I just misinterpret? Hmm.. I guess the Korean hanakimi's finally getting to me. They keep on mixing their names... first Sano is 'Izumi' which is fine, since it's his given name. But it keeps on changing... same with Mizuki... Nakatsu... etc. And I'll never forgive the Korean translators for turning 'Nanba Minami' into 'Nanpa Minami' XO~... and just another note on translated manga... I really wish Korean had the different ways of saying 'I' or 'Me'. Cuz 'Atashi' can't be expressed in Korean, and neither can 'boku' or 'kimi' be... or even 'ore' and 'omae'. The meanings and messages in the original text really can't be given. Then again.. I'm glad that a lot of the sayings are the same cuz we know exactly what they mean.
My sisters are gone... they've returned to Korea ;_;. I'm lonely again... but then again, I've got so much to do this week for school. Tomorrow I've got a oral presentation of 'Mes Inquietudes'(my worries) for french... damn Varun for choosing 'L'avenir' (the future) for our topic... Now I have to talk about how worried I am about my future... in French! I hate French! I'm definitely dropping French after this year... only one more year to go... after about... holy shit! FIVE years, by the end of year 11. WOw....
And you know, yesterday, I was going at my art hwk like a madwoman cuz it was actually my summer assignment.. I even drank coffee at 11 pm so I wouldn't fall asleep. Well... the result was that I finished more or less... and I couldn't get to sleep. Hence, huge bags under my eyes. Tanuki... -_-;;;. And Mr. B didn't even CHECK it!!!!!
So... to do.
Physics write up.... damn Mr. A. DAAAAAAAAAMN him!
French oral... damn Mr. H as well!
Media... who said Ms. W likes us now?!?
History Prohibition coursework... ARGH! MR C HATES ME!!!
English leaflet... fuck. Mr.H hates our class doesn't he...

And this is just for Thursday and Friday. Fuck. I'd better go offline now.
I need to add Alexa on to the links list.. I've been reading her blog for ages and I never got around to linking her...
And I'm really fed up with these mushrooms... apparantely, one piece is worth... quite a lot. Around ten kilos is worth.... lesse. Shall we say... maybe $50 US? No idea. It's just worth a LOT of money better spent on manga than ridiculously expensive pieces of Fungi. And my dad's force feeding me these... which makes me upset and throw up -_-;;. Thanks dad. You just HAD to buy an overdose of it, didn't you...
Unni!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?!?
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Monday, October 1, 2001 || 09:53 p.m.
Wowza darling..........
I got a nosebleed for real today -_-;; and NOT cuz I saw a reaaaaaally good pic of Sano or Umeda... or even Shinhwa. It's cuz the humidity level has dropped quite low, and it's too dry. Hence, my attack of nose bleeding... which hasn't happened for quite a while now.
And! I bought three singles today! Hamasaki Ayumi's Unite and Dearest... I love Ayumi. I love her voice~ And I just love her ^^;;. Dearest is such a.. I dunno, I just really like the song. It must be new, since it almost cost twice the price of normal singles. I also got 'Say the word' by Amuro Namie... I love her too ^^;;. I haven't bought many CDs since I got back to Hong Kong... and I'm happy I've got new music to listen to!
Otherwise... I got 'W Juliet'8... I've got #7 in Korean, and I'm glad I got #8. I love the characters...^^;;. OH! And 'Penguin Brothers #3' is coming out on the 15th... I can't wait! I really can't wait! And I bet TSK#3 is coming out as well... and I'll also bet that I'm going to buy these two tanks at the price of Air Mail... damnnnnnnnn.
Oh... and I watched 'America's Sweetheart' today... at the cinema. The thing is, there's a new cinema in Taikoo, where I live. And they've got these VIP rooms, where only 16 people can be in, called the 'Director's Club'. It's also more than twice the price of the usual ticket. -_-;; My dad tends to get over the top when my sisters come. He gave each of us HK$1000... which means, if I really want to, I can probably buy.. well, a lot. In my standards, at least. Lessee... a Tommy Cologne costs around $300... -__-;;, not that I would buy it. I already HAVE it.
But back to the point... the cinema room WAS luxurious... but it was a little... weird, embarrasing or both, to sit there and watch it with my parents. I felt... -_--;;;;;;;;;;;; and the DOG!!!!
And something EMBARRASSING happened today. I was lounging on the sofa today... with a mug of milk and a Korean manga called Hip Hop. It was so quiet, the entire household was asleep... or so I thought. One of the doors opened with a bang... which startled me, since I was really into the manga. I spilt a little bit of the milk... which in turn startled me into dropping the entire mug FULL of milk. Jeezus. You should have seen the mess... milk on my bag, on me, on the sofa soaking in, in the goddamn REMOTE CONTROLS... DAMMIT. But it was kinda funny... now that I think of it. I was mortified, especially since it was my DAD... he just yelled his head off at me. Oh yeah. The carpet was kinda soaking as well... T_T;;;;
I'm reading me evil way thru Hanakimi~ And my also evil mind is spinning with bunnies~ with a huge 'WRITE ME' blinking on their foreheads... with SANO! NAKATSU! JULIA! MIZUKI! UMEEEEDA!!!!!!!! GILBERT! NANBA~ scrawled across my entire brain. I'm going nutzo~
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Monday, October 1, 2001 || 09:53 p.m.
Wowza darling..........
I got a nosebleed for real today -_-;; and NOT cuz I saw a reaaaaaally good pic of Sano or Umeda... or even Shinhwa. It's cuz the humidity level has dropped quite low, and it's too dry. Hence, my attack of nose bleeding... which hasn't happened for quite a while now.
And! I bought three singles today! Hamasaki Ayumi's Unite and Dearest... I love Ayumi. I love her voice~ And I just love her ^^;;. Dearest is such a.. I dunno, I just really like the song. It must be new, since it almost cost twice the price of normal singles. I also got 'Say the word' by Amuro Namie... I love her too ^^;;. I haven't bought many CDs since I got back to Hong Kong... and I'm happy I've got new music to listen to!
Otherwise... I got 'W Juliet'8... I've got #7 in Korean, and I'm glad I got #8. I love the characters...^^;;. OH! And 'Penguin Brothers #3' is coming out on the 15th... I can't wait! I really can't wait! And I bet TSK#3 is coming out as well... and I'll also bet that I'm going to buy these two tanks at the price of Air Mail... damnnnnnnnn.
Oh... and I watched 'America's Sweetheart' today... at the cinema. The thing is, there's a new cinema in Taikoo, where I live. And they've got these VIP rooms, where only 16 people can be in, called the 'Director's Club'. It's also more than twice the price of the usual ticket. -_-;; My dad tends to get over the top when my sisters come. He gave each of us HK$1000... which means, if I really want to, I can probably buy.. well, a lot. In my standards, at least. Lessee... a Tommy Cologne costs around $300... -__-;;, not that I would buy it. I already HAVE it.
But back to the point... the cinema room WAS luxurious... but it was a little... weird, embarrasing or both, to sit there and watch it with my parents. I felt... -_--;;;;;;;;;;;; and the DOG!!!!
And something EMBARRASSING happened today. I was lounging on the sofa today... with a mug of milk and a Korean manga called Hip Hop. It was so quiet, the entire household was asleep... or so I thought. One of the doors opened with a bang... which startled me, since I was really into the manga. I spilt a little bit of the milk... which in turn startled me into dropping the entire mug FULL of milk. Jeezus. You should have seen the mess... milk on my bag, on me, on the sofa soaking in, in the goddamn REMOTE CONTROLS... DAMMIT. But it was kinda funny... now that I think of it. I was mortified, especially since it was my DAD... he just yelled his head off at me. Oh yeah. The carpet was kinda soaking as well... T_T;;;;
I'm reading me evil way thru Hanakimi~ And my also evil mind is spinning with bunnies~ with a huge 'WRITE ME' blinking on their foreheads... with SANO! NAKATSU! JULIA! MIZUKI! UMEEEEDA!!!!!!!! GILBERT! NANBA~ scrawled across my entire brain. I'm going nutzo~ blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Monday, October 1, 2001 || 10:01 a.m.
So that was the Chesa done and over with... A happy mid Autumn Festival to you too Lika daaaaaaling~(XD). And yeah.. HK celebrates it with a huge bang of fireworks etc... and our family celebrates it Korean-style for Chusuk. So... happy Chusuk and Mid Autumn Festival for Tin-unni and Charlene-darling as well~ Don't forget LEx-chan(thanks for the support! I love you~ oh, and my parents started stressing Uni when I was TEN O_o;;)*squeezes*. And UNNI! You are EVIL! Eriol as UKE!?!? ...You're such a hentai sister-dear.

OH MY GOD *SCREAMS*
*screams*
*nosebleed*
Cuuuuuuuuuute~!!!

I LOVE HANAKIMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!~!!!!! Hmm... I was reading my hanakimi manga yesterday... and I just had a thought of what it would be like if Nakatsu actually got JULIA. I mean, him getting Mizuki is like a shot to hell chance... (she and Sano BELONG together man, I swear). And Julia actually seems to be quite interested in him... in a very subconscious way. Unnnnnnnnnnnni~ You have any spare brain space for a new fiiiiiic?!?! AND WHAT HAPPENED TO MY UMEDA FIC?!? AND CHARLENE'S SORASHI FIC?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Spits fire*
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Sunday, September 30, 2001 || 08:34 p.m.
I think I'm just going to start crying. Or screaming. Or punching the wall... or maybe all three.
My dad is irritating the hell out of me. First of all, he's being a prick (yeah Joanna, I _KNOW_ it's a typically Brit curse but I go to a Brit school so sue me). He was saying all this shit... and then the subject of Universities came in. And then, he said that he's not going to send me to the states or the UK unless I'm into the IVY and the prestigious schools... And he also mentioned that the BASE line was Oxford,Cambridge... Stanford, Yale... SCREW. FUCK, are we talking about our neighbour's dog here? We're talking about UNIVERSITIES HERE DAD. I'm not going to even START entertaining the prospects of getting into these schools... my records are NOT full A*s, and I didn't even HAVE good grades until... well, until I started to actually do my work. So what happened in between? Why, all of a sudden, am I expected to sprout A*s at every corner, and get scholarships? I'll tell you this: You might be respected and be held in awe if you've gone to a great university. But you'll forever have to live with the burden of being 'smart, intelligent and resourcful'. Don't forget the good grades and expectations... I'm not saying I'm not thankful for being smart. It's just the stress that comes with it, the depression you get from it... it drives me crazy.
Charlene!!!! My gosh... is that you?!?! You're so pretty!!! I'm so jealous! Why I'm I getting so jealous of everyone's photos? I look comparitively like a HAG next to you and Unni!!!! Maaaaan~ =3
Oh my gosh... Aya, are you okay?!?! That's horrible... I really hope you're feeling better soon!
On a much more happier note, I've got the new Elizabeth Arden perfume, the Iced Green Tea... I love the Green Tea perfume, and Iced Green Tea smells like a mint version of it~ =3. I also got the Green Tea lotion... I love it~ it's an early Christmas present from my mom. Thanks mom~ I'll make sure I forget that fact, when Christmas actually comes XD.
Woah, wasn't THAT a big mood swing -_-++ There's nothing that can't be healed after a good cry.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Sunday, September 30, 2001 || 01:28 p.m.
LEX-CHAAAAAAAAAAN!!!! Daijoubuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?!?!?!?! You okaaay?!?! You need Umeda-senseeeeeeeeeei?!?!?! Don't get sick~ you shouldn't be sick! It's no fun being sick... get well soon!
Whoooo~ My sister's are HERE!!! Both of them! And I'm having.. fun. I got a really nice blouse.. they got a stereo which I happened to want... (T_T)... things like that. OOH... my eldest sister brought my X Japan Piano album... and she also brought my Coyote Ugly soundtrack...^^ Ureshiiiiiiiii~ I finally have my Piano album back~ I love the piano... it's such a pity I can't play it. The only instrument I can play is the clarinet... and my voice, of course. But then... I wish I could play lots of different instruments. I listen to something.. and then I can get the basic tune of it on the clarinet or the piano. But... what's the use when I'm never going to have the chance of learning it again.
Hmm... I'm really feeling happy right now. Maybe it's my sisters being here... maybe it's the new stacks of MDs I have... or maybe it's just the fruity sundae I have next to me. But oh well...(I need to lose weight!)
Charlene! Where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?!?!?!? I miss you!
And I miss you too, Lika-chan!!! And yeah, I got your email about being cynical... I thought I replied to it honest! I'll reply to it as soon as I can~ and dearie, you are NOT a cynic! If there is one, it's me... don't be fooled by my uber-hyper attitude on the blog. I'm a daaaaaaaaark and deeeeeeeeeep and moody person~ And I'm a total cynic and pessimist, thanks to the couple of years of being bullied -_-+. And YES! I love you too! XD
Hmm... I'll blog later.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Friday, September 28, 2001 || 10:32 p.m.
Woah... I'm so tired right now. I went shopping with my sister (She's here for the chusuck and my grandmother's first death memorance ceremony thing) and with my injured foot and all, it took a toll on me. But maaaaan! I was sooooo happy~ we went to this shop which sells stuff like REALLY nice candles, and all this stuff... my sister got a scented candle (kirei!) and A Dreamcatcher... and also a bar of soap, a really really pretty one, just for the autumn. And I got a bar of soap with moons and stars in the transparant background... and it smells like berries. Oh, and I also got a bigger dreamcatcher... I think I'll be replacing the smaller one. But... it's my friend's birthday (friend as in the guy I likeD... and maybe still like), and I was actually going to give him the dreamcatcher... but then again... I think I'll just give him the soap. He's really practical sometimes, and well.. I dunno. I'll just have to make the decision soon, cuz I have to give it to him tomorrow morning -_-;;.
But anyways...
Lika-chan~ I really missed you! And I owe you an email??? Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! I thought I sent it and I was like 'Hmm... it's been such a while since she sent me a maaaaaaaaaail XO~'! I'll send it now! XDXD Luv you! And while I'm at it, lemme send my compliments and my THAAAAAAAAANKS to Alison for the X translations~ I've been reading them for like a year and I never got to say thanks! So I'll say it now~ your translations and scans are greatly appreciated, not just by me, and I think you're doing a great job of making people happy. Ganbatte ne!
Hmm... I really want to get rid of that American woman (absolutely NO racial prejudice here!) from HK. Lex-chan~ you'll be very welcome to come and get that bitch. And whilst you're here, you can come and visit me!=3
And now for some bragging...
My sister got me the newest edition of Ribon. I love her to bits. I really do, and it's great to have an older sister... wow, eight years older.
I wrote this thing... after I talked to Charlene-chan, I felt really emotional about some things, and I just put it to words. It's totally incomplete, and it's not my best standard. But my English teacher read it, and he told me to send it to the newspapers. He said it was 'emotional, powerful and moving'. Mr. Saunders, my maths teacher, read it... and he was like 'you ARE going to come and help write that letter, yes???' XD. Mr.S is the head of the middle section... and the best of year eleven are asked to write a letter to the mayor of New York, to pass on our condolences to the local schools. So he wants me to come... and I can't really resist things like that, so I was just like '*^^;;;;*O...okay.' Man, do I feel flattered. Now, I'm going to bed. I'm going to give him the dreamcatcher... -_-;;.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Wednesday, September 26, 2001 || 04:52 p.m.
A small reminder for Jo-chan... the MV for 'We are the Future" etc.. they're OLD~ and Korea didn't have good MVs till recently. And besides... I like HOT from that time. Now, I hate moonpig, but they were still cool back then^^;;. And Koreans DO know how to make them! It's just old... And in anycase, I think it's better than having naked girls run around to catch attention -_-+. Then again... I like Shinhwa a helluva lot more now... they are soo... *drool*. And the lyrics to 'Candy'... well, I don't know what version you got, but it's just that the guy decided to break up with his girlfriend one day when he woke up... but then he realized that he loves her. That's just about the message of it...and on a random note, that maths teacher really does sound like a bitch -_-++.
And Unni... the list of the 'great thinkers of our time'... I'm really awed by the sheer stupidity and the... inane-ness of these people! Aren't these people supposed to be SMART or at least, people with proper knowledge of the English language?!??! PLEASE! Reading that about the former First Lady of the supposedly most powerful nation in the world.. was not very pleasant. Jeez. And just out of curiosity... where did you dig this up?
And unni... you're so pretty!!! Seriously! You're so pretty~ *Anna is repeating herself* I'd love to have your face! I'm so jealous~ (note:Anna is ugly) Hmm.. maybe I should get some of my photos scanned... I want to see what people think XDXDXD. I looked adorable as a child... huge eyes and all. Then I grew up with tears during my growth spurt, so I'm really old looking now -_-;;. Damn, they always take me for someone in my mid twenties in Korea. Do I look that old!??!?!
Hmm... I hope I get to catch Charlene and Unni on AIM tonight... It feels like AGES since I last talked to them. Lex-chan, You don't believe me when I say I'm nice _most_ of the time? *blinks innocently* I'm wounded! Deary me! Ask my friends~ They'll tell you that despite appearances, I get beaten up by my friends (I never mention that I could beat THEM up)~ my friends can get away with almost anything with me. But if one of them pisses me off over the edge, I never become their friend again. And then, they know how much I've allowed them to crawl over me -_-;;. Let's just say I'm very lenient to people I like and love... but I'm the nastiest bitch alive to people I hate, or people who piss me off. Like that Korean International School English department bitch, who will be hearing from me if she dares to accuse us of STEALING and VANDALISM. Fucking bitch, she thinks she can accuse us of being 'hooligans not worth teaching', just cuz she's a fucking white supremist and thinks she's so COOL cuz she's an American. Well. I have nothing against Americans, since most of my childhood friends WERE Americans. But if this bitch insists on insulting our NATION and our pride, not to mention our individual rights, well, she will not be having a happy life in Hong Kong, as far as I'm concerned. If she accuses us again... well, a small petition will be easy to get signed by my class, and I'll just deliver it to the Chairman of KIS, who oh just happens to be my dad's junior in University... the best university for economics and business in Korea BTW. And if I may be permitted to show off more, I might mention that my father was the Student Council President during University... (I'm sure you guys know by now that when I get pissed off, I start showing off...)
Oh blah, I'm getting off track again-_-++. And Aya! Thanks for linking us~ =3
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Tuesday, September 25, 2001 || 09:14 p.m.
Hmm... I added a couple of links~ I never knew I was linked by these people ^^;;, or whether I was referred to or not ^^;;. It's just a case of me being clueless and not checking the tracker often. But by god~ what the hell is it with people and 'hentai'? I keep on getting those for the searchengine referrals. We never mention hentai! And whilst both Charlene-chan and I have a touch of ecchiness in us... neither of us are perverts. So that's that.
Hmm... Unni~ the entry on your guestbook shouldn't be scary at all if you don't have a guilty conscience~ ne? XD. And I read the Sleepmakers again... I'm so proud to have such a talented sister! Luv you~ *hugz* And you too Charlene~ *huuuuuugs* *Drags in Lika-chan and Lex-chan for a massive group hug~* Oh dear, Anna-chan's getting corny!
I can't get Strength out of my head... I absolutely love this song! And Koizumi Kouhei's voice is beautiful~ It's the sort of voice I imagine Kamui or Subaru to have... and speaking of bishounen~ you know, 2D characters are soo much more of a relief to turn to... 'cuz lots of the RL guys are totally... ergh. Like this morning, my friend, he started commenting on my arms. And I was starting to get really annoyed, and I said that it wasn't abnormal to have thick arms (I don't have overly large bones, but the entire Chung family is a tall race... my uncles are all over six feet... and my dad's the shortest, at 177cm^^;;. They eat... a LOT. But back to the point. I am NOT fat.). Then, the idiots started comparing me to other girls. Melody, she is a STICK INSECT. She doesn't eat, she's anorexic, and she needs her sister to tell her to eat. Blah. And Abby... Abby's a tiny girl, barely five feet. She's also got really small bones... And as for Sindy, she's like most of the Cantonese people here in Hong Kong... the women generally have thin bones, and Sindy's no exception. So anyways... back to my point that some of the guys are real jerks. I ended up punching the wall again... hence the new set of bruises on my right hand *sighs*. I should really stop punching the walls... they're getting dents in them, and my hands smart for a few days... but it's like the only way I know to vent out my anger. I can't scream... my voice can reach incredible levels, and I don't want to make my friends go deaf... and I can't throw things because I'll either end up breaking my stuff, and I just don't throw things. I think it's cuz of the way I grew up -_-;;.
I should know better... and I need sleep.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Monday, September 24, 2001 || 07:55 p.m.
*Goes hysterical over Tin-unni's guestbook* XDXD~ Unni, you have a LOT of fans! And before I forget, purty laaaaaayout unni~˘žit's so... er... drool??
And Lex-chan, don't worry about the damn pinyin.... who cares~ Just make it sound really harsh and estimate the pinyin! And there's more... except it's REALLY rude, and I shouldn't say bad words~ XD. And as for those annoying people... well. I can be nasty. And then there's nasty. There's around.... maybe five people I really want to kill, and there's around... ten I hate. But other than that, I'm fairly nice~ ^^;;. And I agree with you. Aoshi has a much nicer... arse (XD).
Charlene-chama, how're you doing? I hope you're feeling goooooooood~ like I am right now, since I just read Penguin Brothers again... I'm seriously obsessed... just like I was with Hanakimi~ I'm still obsessed with Hanakimi, it's just stupid bitch has my manga and won't return it.
And. Hmm... Charlene dearest, let's start talking about a new layout~ I love Umeda-senseeeeeei~ and he really IS gorgeous! But! Let's just talk about it sometime~ When I actually manage to catch you online! And.... when you have time, go to the manga store, and go looking at manga tanks by Shiina Ayumi... and then there should be a manga in katakana. It's up to two volumes... and on both covers, they have one girl and three guys on it... Penguin Brothers is something you MUUUUUUUUUUUST have! It's so... so... I dunno, but I can say she's probably one of my favourite female manga characters! And the guuuuuuuuuys! ISSHIIIKIIIIIIII-KUUUUUUUUUUUUUN~ NISHIKADOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ KOSHIBA! *SWOONS*
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Sunday, September 23, 2001 || 07:16 p.m.
OOOOOOOOOH... I've got loads to say, with no content in...
Well, first off, WELCOME BACK SAKUUUUURA!!!!!!!! It's great to see your blog back up~ I've missed it ^^. And... it's late to say it, but you shouldn't have had to take it down... cuz everything you said was right... it was rational, and it made absolute sense. And I just wanted to say that ^^;;.
Hmm... Yesterday, I came home around 2pm... and I fell asleep at three. And then I woke up at EIGHT... and went to bed at 1am. Wow... I never sleep like that. I mean, I usually get five to six hours of sleep every night... and I got so much sleep! I can't believe I'm blogging about my sleeping patterns, but it's such a rare occasion for me to have more than eight hours of sleep!
And I was out all day... went shopping for SIX hours... with Sindy, one of my best friends ^^. We had fun... but in a serious way, since both of us are maaaaajorly serious people. HEy~ don't look at me like that, I AM a very serious person... just not on the net XD. On the net I'm just a ecchi psychopath. Well, it's the same for RL, only I pretend to be all pristine and pure~ XDXDXD. The pervs in my year probably have NO idea. Well, ANYWAYS, Sindy bought around three items of clothing... and all for a very cheap price. Mong Kok is the best place for shopping... dead cheap et al. I really wanted to buy these pair of shoes... I loved them, really, but I didn't have HK250 to spare. I'm a beggar right now~ ^^;;. And she bought sooooo many earrings... she just got them pierced recently so she's buying them like a maniac. Being a person who got her ears pierced at age 5, I have too many earrings... so I didn't bother ^^;;. But then again... you can never have too many, with the exception of myself, since I used to, and still do buy earrings with the zeal of a maniac when I get into those moods... like with manga. Nowadays though, I don't buy as many earrings cuz I have no money ^^;;. Erg... why am I talking about earrings?
And as for myself... I bought two bandannas, both pink with flowers on them (XD), a really pretty wire basket with beads on them, two olive green cube hair ties with little flowers on them... a 'dreamcatcher' (Which I really like) and some Mashimaro bandaids... I love Mashimaro~ and did I mention my nickname is Mashimaro?!? I have NO idea why, but it is T_T. Oh... and one of the weird things I got... you know clear bra straps, for when you wear tank tops and halternecks? Well, I got one of them... except it's got pale purple glitter in it, which moves if you push it around... I mean, I wouldn't be caught dead in a halter neck, but I just got it ^^;;;;;;;;;. *sighs* I think I blew half my week's allowance away on stuff I didn't actually need. So ergh.
And Charlene-chan, There are always people like that... and people always need the bad ones to compare the good ones with, ne?
As for that BITCH you mentioned Lex-chan, I'll just be really vulgar and teach you cantonese swear words to hurl at her. Let's see if she remembers the language of the GREAT place she was from -_-+. "Diu lei lo mo" is 'go fuck your mother'. "Babpo" is 'bitch'. "Pokkai" is 'fall over'.. .which can be used as 'fall over on dog shit'. Or, 'fall over and break your nose', you decide ^^;;. Then... there's a lot more, like "Feigeichung" if she's flatchested, though being flat isn't really a bad thing, better than being overly huge. *AHEM* ANYWAYS. And if you really want to be vulgar... "dafeigei babpoe".... 'masturbating bitch'. I'm a really nice person, really, it's just that bitchass gets my hackles up. Bleh.
I think I'll just go off before I become even more nasty (It's cuz of the damn sugar...)
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Thursday, September 20, 2001 || 08:26 p.m.
Hmm... as always, let me start with my complaints.
Yesterdays training really did take a toll on me... I'm limping on my left foot, it's in a tight compressing bandage, I can actually wear trainers to school etc etc. Oh, and I can use the lift, which is really useful since my form room is on the fifth floor. And it's not just my foot that's fucked up, it's also my hips and my shoulders. I look like a demented, oversexed psycho. GREAT.
I've decided to stop my Art lessons for a while... it's just not making me happy with my work. And I'm too tired, I'd rather sleep.
My dinner's calling me... jjai.
Oh yeah, and unni, I luv you~ *squeeze*
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Wednesday, September 19, 2001 || 07:37 p.m.
I will kill Tin. Nope unni, you are NOT getting away with this. -"-+++++.
Five hours of unwanted exercise. This was three periods of PE involving Basketball, and then TWO hours of netball training. During the netball training, I managed to twist my left ankle, fall to my left and I got it injured. Haha. I fell flat on my face around three times, got slammed into by a rugby player, and I generally screwed up the trials. Whoopdedoo. My left ankle is currently in a tight bandage, and I'm getting my spirits lifted by talking to Charlene-chan *squeeze* on AIM.
And I'm in a much better mood. But Tin, you're still dead. But it was... funny. In a maddening way, when I found out who sent it!
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Monday, September 17, 2001 || 07:26 p.m.
Hmm... I'm back at the blog... ^^.
The past few days... were a little busy, and filled with stuff. I'm starting to get homework, and I'm not feeling too happy or fluffy about getting used to going to school again. Nowadays, I feel like nothing's worth it. I ask myself what's the point of doing all this? Sure, it's to ensure my future yadayadayada, but then what? Okay. I'll get great grades. I'll go to an Ivy University. I'll become rich and famous. I'll get married and have kids, see grandchildren and then I'll die.
Of course, I know I'm forgetting to mention the fun, love, happiness and also the sadness which will encounter me in those times. And just listing it up, makes it look so simple to live through... but it isn't. I guess that's what life is about... and as for me, for a certain part of it, it seems like I must make those seemingly boring days filled with fun and excitement. But... I know I might get punished for saying this sort of shit when there's so much going on in the world... but sometimes I can truly say I don't remember the last time I was so happy I was alive, when I actually FELT alive, when I loved the world, and those around me. It's like life is a monotony... everything's the same, going around and around again. The last time I actually felt that I loved myself and actually laughed without feeling bitter inside... it wasn't such a while ago. And I didn't get this feeling from buying a truckload of manga... or getting an expensive skirt off my mom. It was when... the winds started blowing, my hair was flying around me, my skirt blowing around... and the cool wind felt as though it was caressing me. It calmed my temper down, and I just started laughing... for the pure joy of being alive and being able to feel the wind whipping around me. I felt happy. I felt vivacious... and I felt ALIVE. My heart started beating faster in anticipation of the cooler winds which would start blowing, and make my soul feel light and burden free...
I don't know what started this... I was simply feeling a bit dissatisfied with my life, and then I started thinking if high grades really did matter (which they do, or so the practical side of my brain tells me-_-;;), and if the way I was living was right. I mean seriously... I am full of cynicism, most of the time I laugh at the people working so hard for their own acheivements, and most of the time, I spend it hating myself. I do realize this sounds like a pathetic plea for help... and sympathy, but it's not that. I don't know what I want. Maybe what I want is... I don't know. Maybe all I want is some time to find myself. I feel as though I've lost myself somewhere... sometime in the middle of when I started to become a good student, and when I started to feel no emotions towards most of the people I knew. It's not to say I'm emotionless. It's just that I feel indifferent to lots of the things going on... like I just can't be bothered anymore. And somehow... that makes me feel worst.
I wish for the wind.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Friday, September 14, 2001 || 04:58 p.m.
Oh Charlene... *hugs Charlene tightly* I miss you too... and I need you and unni so much right now... and even if I'm going around as if nothing's happened... I still cry when I watch the news. And I need someone to talk to... so much, and I miss you guys so much. And I know it's stupid of me to be like this... but we never know what's going to happen in this world. So I just want to borrow this space to say I love you guys. Not only you and unni... but Lika-chan and Lex-chan as well. I love you guys so much, and no matter what I will always think of you guys. You guys were my freedom from my real life... and my chance to talk to someone who could understand me better than my RL friends. Thanks everyone... you are all closest to my heart.
--Anna blew ashes into dreamless oblivion

|| Thursday, September 13, 2001 || 06:12 p.m.
Anna....I miss you already and am in great need of someone to talk to about all that has happened. You're possibly the only one whom I can talk to about this without feeling like I don't know what to say, am guilty that I haven't been affected in any remotely important way by it, or that I will screw up the rest of the conversation if I keep babbling like the mindless idiot I am. Maybe...we could talk about Onnatachi's upcoming new layout, and new manga (Penguin Brothers sounds good...I need to know what the title is in Chinese though...) and all the other normal stuff. *hugs tightly*
--Charlene blew ashes into dreamless oblivion